Used To Tears

I said I don't want to see you.
I said I got more important things to do.
I fooled you, didn't I?

I said I don't care.
I said I can bear.
I fooled you, didn't I?

I said I don't love you.
I said everything isn't true.
I fooled you, didn't I?

The truth struggling to break free, wanted so bad to reach you.
These eyes trying to make me see, that all I ever wanted is you.
But something shackled me, clouding my mind.
A thing called fear of being brokenhearted and left behind.

If you can't see through it all,
I'm fine to take the fall.
Because despite the fears,
I've gotten so used to tears.

Gary Barlow - Dying Inside