Stop!

Cold wind seems to seep through my bone
I feel so lost
My heart turns to stone
Whenever I see the journal you post

You seem so eager to devour the world
Conquer every corner of the unknown universe
A free soul....

I'm too afraid to look into me
Scared to find that I might feel
Over something that's so unreal
As vague as the distant stars I couldn't really see

Stop!
I ordered myself to stop
This cannot go on
I know that I'm just a sad lovelorn

I wrote this in tears
For not willing to overcome my fears
For not willing to move on
From something I've lost for so long