You...

I dream a thousand dreams,
reliving a thousand memories,
but I can never see your face...

I feel the warmth of your embrace,
I hear the tone of your laughter,
but no matter how I try,
I can never see your face...

An object of my imagination,
or were you an image of someone real
I couldn't tell
cos I can never see your face...

Come to me once more
and let me see not only shadow
I want to see your face
the one that brightens the hours of my dreams.

Last Night....

I can see you
vaguely, through the heavy mist
I can feel you
the warmth that seeps through my veins
I can hear you
calling my name, laughing so melodiously
so much love...so much happiness

then...
desperately trying to cling on to that moment
I wake up
all the laughter, all the joy
disappear into the darkness that surrounds me
I look around in panic
I can see no one but myself

if it was only a dream,
if it was only in my imagination,
how come it feels so real?
how come it feels so real?

I Sit There....

as the darkness creeps slowly in the midnight sky
the cold wind whispers the solemn words of lullaby

I sit there...
reliving every moment, every second of your presence
it's as if you're never gone
it's as if you never say goodbye

your voice when you say you miss me
the sparkle in your eyes as you look at me
the smile on your face as you greet me
oh, how I can see it all ever so clearly

you said you'll always be my pillar of strength
guide me through the painful road of life
hold my hand when I long for comfort
oh, I can see rainbow in you after every storm

as the morning dew seeps through the air
the sun gently kiss the moon goodbye

I sit there...
clutching to your image that slowly fades away

Cowardy, Cowardy Custard!

Dear you,
Hey, you! It's been so long since the last time I saw you. Was it nine, ten years? It came to my surprise that you're in Facebook. Was it you or was it me who click the add friend button first? Never mind, we're friends now.
Hey, you! I remember you from way back. When we were wearing white and navy blue. You moved into town one day and caused a stir, do you know that? Some said that you're the cool guy from out of town. To tell you the truth, I was kind of intrigued by the rumors. So, one day, I decided to go to your class and see it for myself. I thought: 'well, he's OK.'
Hey, you! We were once on the same competition, weren't we? I remember how surprised I was when I read your writing. For a high school student, your English was, by far, the best I have ever seen! And I wonder why you didn't come out as the winner.
Hey, you! Honestly, I don't know why, but you stopped by in my dreams a couple of times. I am so embarrassed to admit this, but it's true. Beats me, I don't know why it happened. And, knowing how I am, I knew that this is going to happen. I, sort of, been thinking of you these past few days. I want to start a conversation with you, but I have no idea what it will be about. And you look so out of reach, so smart, so civilized.
Hey, you! I just want to say... Hi!

SEND MESSAGE
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No... I shouldn't.

SAVE DRAFT
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No... Why should I?

DELETE MESSAGE
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There... That's better.

Tears of the Lone Star

you are the sun to my star
your light shines upon me
but I could never reach you...

you surrounds yourself with beauty
not a second you realize
the single lone star watching from afar...

impossible for us to be side by side
for if we are
we're doomed to the end of time....