"Don't cry," she said.

"Don't cry," she said to herself. "Don't cry."
Her heart is aching. Her chest is throbbing.
"Don't cry," she said to herself.
"Or your whole world will collapsed on you."

As she walked away from everything,
she forced herself not to turn back,
not to take a last look.
She wished she were anywhere but right there.

"Don't cry," she said to herself. "Don't cry."
Her eyes stings. Tears threatened to flood her cheeks.
"Don't cry," she said to herself.
"Or your whole world will collapsed on you."

One step forward.
And another.
And another.
But then...

Loosing her battle, out came a little sob.
"Don't cry!!!" she said to herself.
It's all but too late.
Her tears is like a summer rain.
The pressure on her chest got her choking and sobbing altogether.
 She wanted to tell herself again not to cry.
But her whole world collapsed the very second her sight turned dark.

May 4, 2013
Wild Romance 11

A Lonely Wish

I wish
that is a man who smiles everytime he remember me,
who spent his time thinking about me a couple of times a day,
who misses me each time he couldn't see me,
who calls me just so he can hear my voice,
who calls my name in a sweet dream when he sleeps,
who worries about me when he couldn't reach me,
who remembers my birthday and think about making a surprise way before the d-day,
who feels happy just by looking at my face,
who thinks about his future with me.

I wish
to do the exact same thing as what that man do for me.

Because I wish
that there is a man who loves me the way I love him.


May 1, 2013
Kim Junsu

Jealousy

Jealousy...
Foolish, they say.
They don't know how sad it is.
Ridiculous, they say.
They don't know how painful it is.

Sitting there and watch
the one your heart ache for is in front of you.
Eyes, smile, attention
all for one person but you.

Standing there and witness
the one you give your all to is in front of you.
For him, you're there but not quite there.
Your every existence overshadowed by one person, the other woman.

Jealousy...
Useless, they say.
But jealousy is the only thing I have.
Since I can't have you....

May 3, 2013
Wild Romance  08

I Wish...

I wish...
How many times it has been said.
I wish...

A man, fall into being a lovelorn:
"I wish it was me who holds you tight."
"I wish it was me you're smiling at."
"I wish it was me you're saying 'sweet dreams' to."
"I wish that man was me..."

A woman forced to leave her loved one:
"I wish it was you who is waiting for me down the isle."
"I wish it was you who is holding my hand at the altar."
"I wish it was you who is putting the ring on my finger."
"I wish this man was you..."

A desperate lover in regret:
"I wish I could take back what I said."
"I wish I didn't do what I did."
"I wish I could hold back."
"I wish I could turn back time..."

In life, "I wish..." will always be said.
When sadness seeps through the happy times.
When hard times get too difficult to bear.
When looking back and regret what's been done.

My wish?
I wish I never have to say I wish anymore...
Not the way I did...
Not as much as I've done...

One Woman

To other people, love is like a window
For them, love opens up opportunities.
For them, love is a way to see the world.
For them, love is the warmth of the sun and the comforting cool breeze.

In one narrow corner of the world, one woman feels differently.
To her, love is like facing a one-sided mirror

In one side,
No matter how hard she tries to look at it, all she can see is herself...and herself alone

She tries walking to the other side
Through it, she can see and she can feel.
But no matter how hard she try, no one can see her, no one knows her existence.

Is the world being unfair?
To her...maybe...
Out of millions, she feels she's alone..she's different
She feels that she's cursed

She tries to open up
no one comes closer.
She tries to sealed herself up
no one cares.

Each and every day she builds wall after wall to protect herself...
to protect the tiny piece she treasures the most...
tiny piece of what's left of her heart.

When or how her heart can become whole again
She never dares to build up hope
For the world never fail to shower her with disappointments
She's tired of hurting...
She's tired of hurting....