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Saturday, May 4, 2013

"Don't cry," she said.

"Don't cry," she said to herself. "Don't cry."
Her heart is aching. Her chest is throbbing.
"Don't cry," she said to herself.
"Or your whole world will collapsed on you."

As she walked away from everything,
she forced herself not to turn back,
not to take a last look.
She wished she were anywhere but right there.

"Don't cry," she said to herself. "Don't cry."
Her eyes stings. Tears threatened to flood her cheeks.
"Don't cry," she said to herself.
"Or your whole world will collapsed on you."

One step forward.
And another.
And another.
But then...

Loosing her battle, out came a little sob.
"Don't cry!!!" she said to herself.
It's all but too late.
Her tears is like a summer rain.
The pressure on her chest got her choking and sobbing altogether.
 She wanted to tell herself again not to cry.
But her whole world collapsed the very second her sight turned dark.

May 4, 2013
Wild Romance 11

Friday, May 3, 2013

A Lonely Wish

I wish
that is a man who smiles everytime he remember me,
who spent his time thinking about me a couple of times a day,
who misses me each time he couldn't see me,
who calls me just so he can hear my voice,
who calls my name in a sweet dream when he sleeps,
who worries about me when he couldn't reach me,
who remembers my birthday and think about making a surprise way before the d-day,
who feels happy just by looking at my face,
who thinks about his future with me.

I wish
to do the exact same thing as what that man do for me.

Because I wish
that there is a man who loves me the way I love him.


May 1, 2013
Kim Junsu

Jealousy

Jealousy...
Foolish, they say.
They don't know how sad it is.
Ridiculous, they say.
They don't know how painful it is.

Sitting there and watch
the one your heart ache for is in front of you.
Eyes, smile, attention
all for one person but you.

Standing there and witness
the one you give your all to is in front of you.
For him, you're there but not quite there.
Your every existence overshadowed by one person, the other woman.

Jealousy...
Useless, they say.
But jealousy is the only thing I have.
Since I can't have you....

May 3, 2013
Wild Romance  08