Lovelorn

It was just over a week after I realize I started to fall for you. I was enjoying the butterfly of falling in love, when a thoughtful friend opened my eyes on something. A secret that you have been trying to bear for quite some time.

"He still carries the wound of an old shattered love"

I started to wonder...what face of beauty that has been revolving around your life, even after it left traces of heartache?

"It was Shaz,the girl who left him and cause him his misery."

Shaz...What is it about this beauty that made you so reluctant to throw the memory no matter how hurt it crushed you?

I built hope that I may be the one to wash away the pain, to make you smile again, when I heard loud and clear from your own lips...

"I still have hopes that we can get back together again."

The earth shaken terribly under my feet. I touched my chest to feel the rush of pain that suddenly chocked me.It was that serious...no matter how hard I try,nothing is going to change what you feel.

Now, I give up. I am a coward for not having the courage to compete against mere memory, but this is what I have decide. Forgive me, my heart, for letting go the love that I think I have start to feel.

As for you, I'm just a lovelorn. Something that you will always fail to understand....