UpsideDown Relationship

I used to like this guy...Well, maybe I still have feelings for him somewhere. He was somewhat funny and nice, I guess. I don't know what drove me to like him in the first place, but I just did. He is this unique type of guy, a one of a kind (which I now realize that it's not unique nor one of a kind, but it's WEIRD). He makes me laugh a lot. He amazes me with his addiction of drama movies. He attracts me with his drawing skill. He was just so out of the ordinary for me, but I like it. Slowly but sure I started to built some hope on him, that he may be the one to take away the sorrow I felt at that time. The weird thing is, once I built my hopes on him, I started to feel everything was slipping away. Every friendship I've built with him started to fall apart. I wondered why, until came a day where I learn the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. The shadow of the past has been strangling him ever since his loved one flew away and was nowhere to be found. It has crushed him so tragically that apparently he finds it hard to get out of the evil pit. I was ready to give my hand to help him, but then I realized that I'm his NOBODY.I don't own a place inside his heart. Why should I do it? He might just run away to see me do so. And so, to see that the guy that I have a crush with still holds a love of the past, I decided to let go and move on. Strangely, my relationship with him has been getting a lot better. I'm a lot more comfortable being with him now, than I was when I still had hopes for him. What is this?? A curse of love?? I don't have a clue. However, I'm trying to enjoy this relationship I have with him now, and forbid myself from building my hopes on him again. It's weird, but it is as it is. It's just another UpsideDown Relationship.

-It's over but we're still here...aren't we?-